Sometimes by Step

Bloged in Devotional Thoughts, Faith, Music, Musings by Mel Wednesday January 31, 2007

Busy-ness has forced me to change how I usually do my devotions.  Now I often find myself meditating on / praying along with the lyrics of the worship CD that is on when I drive to work.  On my turntable these couple of days is a cover of Rich Mullins’ (bless his soul) Step by Step / Sometimes by Step by Bebo Norman which, for an old song (and I have to confess that I’m not really into old songs because many sound really dated), I find amazingly inspirational. 

The first stanza is somewhat obscure (anyone can tell me what it means ?):

Sometimes the night was beautiful
Sometimes the sky was so far away
Sometimes it seemed to stoop so close
You could touch it but your heart would break
Sometimes the morning came too soon
Sometimes the day could be so hot
There was so much work left to do
But so much You’d already done

But I find these particularly meaningful :

Oh God, You are my God
And I will ever praise You
Oh God, You are my God
And I will ever praise You
I will seek You in the morning
And I will learn to walk in Your ways
And step by step You’ll lead me
And I will follow You all of my days

Sometimes I think of Abraham
How one star he saw had been lit for me
He was a stranger in this land
And I am that, no less than he
And on this road to righteousness
Sometimes the climb can be so steep
I may falter in my steps
But never beyond Your reach

The above wonderfully echoes the promise in Psalms 37 : 23 - 24

If the LORD delights in a man’s way,
He makes his steps firm,
though he stumble, he will not fall,
for the LORD upholds him with His hand.

Bullshit

Bloged in Work Gripes by Mel Sunday January 28, 2007

After so many years, I’m unbelievably still a shitload full of idealism.  I actually believe that public service is about service the public.  In the past half year or so, I’ve seen the ugly reality - that people are in fact motivated by self-preservation and personal advancement.

Perhaps this is what lawyering is truly about.  Many people have asked how lawyers can, in good conscience, defend those whom they think are less than innocent.  I’ve yet to find a completely satisfactory answer.

Perhaps it’s about time, too, that I started making money for money’s sake.

Hell Week

Bloged in Work Gripes by Mel Monday January 22, 2007

This week is "hell week".  Parliament is in session, a major case is going on in court, and I am alone holding the fort.

Just being human

Bloged in Church, Faith, Musings by Mel Thursday January 18, 2007

Had lunch with the new pastor of my previous previous church, a fairly senior man who shared quite amazing things with me.  I’ve not had many positive experiences with old people lately and have to confess to being somewhat biased against them, so it was refreshing to hear someone senior share something wise and meaningful.  Respect.

One of the things he shared about was his desire to build the church being a redemptive comunity, so as to overcome the difficulties we encounter as we seek (it is hoped) be authentic Christians, meaning that Christians generally look better than they actually are, and can be really ugly beneath the surface.  Which for some reason prompted me to go back and read some of the messages I’ve shared before.  Human memory is so frail - I was surprised to read some of the things I’ve said - they sound truly passionate !  Did I really say that ?

I don’t fully remember, which can only mean that I don’t quite practice what I preach.

I’m only human, saved by the grace of God.

The Perils of Fatherhood

Bloged in Baby Jed by Mel Thursday January 18, 2007

Got up with a very stiff neck.  Today if I want to look left I’ll have to rotate my entire upper torso, and not just the head (thank God for creating necks, which  unfortunately I don’t have full use of today, and perhaps for the next couple of days).  So if you see me acting funny, it’s not because I’m trying to strike a bodybuilding pose. 

I think the cause was my keying in of an urgent e-mail message on my PDA, in an awkward position while hiding under the blanket so as not to distract Jed whom we were trying to put to sleep.

Weekend Escapade

Bloged in Baby Jed, Family by Mel Wednesday January 17, 2007

Like all good Singaporeans, we have made the pilgrimage down to the new IKEA megastore at Tampines to pay our respects to the mother of all furniture stores, where Jed quite enjoyed himself walking around and pulling everything off the shelves.

In the car 
 
 
 
 
 

Letter to the Committee (Conclusion)

Bloged in Church by Mel Wednesday January 10, 2007

While what has happened is regrettable, we trust that every member of the Committee will reflect on and learn from this experience.  As with all setbacks in life and ministry, this would not be the end.  God is still moulding us; He is not finished yet.

"… He who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion
until the day of Christ Jesus." (Philippians 1 : 6)

Why Committees Fail

Bloged in Church, Life, Generally, Work Gripes by Mel Tuesday January 9, 2007

Attended another one of those fluffy workplace seminars on organisational development which was pretty much a waste of time.  I learnt one interesting maxim though, which was that

The quality of a decision arrived at by a group is inversely proportional to the sum of the IQ of its members.

Though that statement is not intended to be taken seriously, reflecting upon the events in August 2006, I suppose that was how the Committee arrived at the poor decision that it did.

Why I studied the Humanities

Bloged in Books, Culture, Musings, Philosophy, Science by Mel Friday January 5, 2007

I spent the long weekend trying to fix the wireless router at home (I was ultimately unsuccessful), and trying to decipher the scientific and mathematical theories that were expounded on, in "Postmodernism and Big Science" (I was also ultimately unsuccessful).  Take for example this inscrutable extract from the first chapter -

"According to Newton’s laws of motion, this induces an acceleration in the first particle given by F = ma.  The m in this equation is called the inertial mass of the particle, and it determines the particle’s resistence to being accelerated.  In the inverse-square law of gravity, however, the mass m measures the reaction of one particle to the gravitational force produced by the other particle.  It is therefore called the passive gravitational mass.  But Newton’s third law of motion also states that if body A exerts a force on body B then body B exerts a force on body A which is equal and opposite.  This means that m must also be the active gravitational mass (if you like, the gravitational charge) produced by the particle.  In Newton’s theory, all three of these masses - the initial mass, the active and passive gravitational masses - are equivalent.  But there seems to be no reason, on the face of it, why this should be the case".

My two failed efforts partly explain why I opted to study the humanities instead of the sciences after secondary school !  (Though I doubt every science student will be able to make sense of the above paragraph - because it’s not written in the form of an equation !)

Anyway, the other not so scientifically / mathematically abstract parts of the book that I found interesting ruminated over the intrusion of scientific methods and ideas into spheres that have traditionally been the preserve of metaphysics and religion.

In regard to this issue, astrophysicist Peter Coles argues that scientists, in their desire for fame and funding, sometimes push their research one-sidedly to the media, and that this combined with the pervasiveness of the media, its eagerness to crown the next Einstein and the intellectual gulf separating the scientist from the common man, result in the elevation of scientists to some kind of cosmic priesthood, where the public image of the scientist is blown "out of proportion to his place in history and science" -

"Instant access to the media tends to generate more noise and a stronger feedback, distorting and amplifying the popular significance of a person or event until its original status is lost."

To illustrate his point, Coles cites the example of Stephen Hawking.  While admitting his brilliance, and that his work has yielded new insights, Coles points out that Hawking "has not by any stretch of the imagination, revolutionised his subject [ie. science]", at least certainly not in the same way that Einstein did.  Coles further argues that -

"… the huge sales of ‘A Brief History of Time’ do not necessarily imply that Hawking’s ideas are widely understood.  I would even doubt whether the majority who bought the book read it … (ed : this sounds familiar - aren’t Christians doing the same in regard to the Bible ?) … [ and that Hawking's use of the ] phrase ‘to know the mind of God’ is just one example of a border infringement [ of science into religion and metaphysics ]. … [B]y playing the God card, Hawking has cleverly fanned the flames of his own publicity, appealing directly to the popular allure of the scientist-as-priest."

In the light of the above, we have to ask - is science becoming, if not already, like a religion ?  Here Coles makes another interesting observation -

"… the media don’t seem to like representing science the way it actually is, as an arena in which ideas are vigorously debated and each result is presented with caveats and careful analysis of possible error.  They prefer to portray scientists as priests, laying down the law without equivocation.  The more esoteric the theory, the further it is beyond the grasp of the non-specialist, the more exalted is the priest.  It is not that the public want to know - they want not to know but to believe."

For us laymen (especially those humanities students like me who are generally hopeless at the sciences) and worshippers of the god of science, this means that we need to exercise greater care before accepting that latest newspaper or internet article as the final word on the origins of the universe, or as another nail on the coffin of religion.

Coles, in his closing comments on the Hawking’s phenomena (ie. as in his elevation to cosmic priesthood), says -

"I am not a religious man, but I know enough about Christianity to understand that ‘knowing the mind of God’ is at best meaningless and at worst blasphemous when seen in the context of that particular religion.  But Hawking himself has been quoted frequently as saying that he does not believe in anything resembling the Christian God.  Indeed, his notion of a world with no boundary (and hence no beginning and no end), described in all its aspects by a single mathematical ‘Theory of Everything’, has no place for a Creator at all.  Hawking nevertheless believes that when (if) the Theory of Everything is discovered, it will explain ‘whether the universe has a meaning, and what our role is in it’, as well as enable us ‘to know why the universe exists at all’.  He thinks it possible to replace religion and metaphysics with a mathematical theory that encodes all the laws of nature.  But the philosophical questions to be asked about the universe will inevitably involve some that cannot be answered in the framework of mathematics.  Perhaps it will only be when a Theory of Everything is derived that physicists will realise that it falls short of this goal.  Then, perhaps, cosmologists will begin to explore the metaphysical foundations of their subject more satisfactorily than they have done so far".

I say, amen.

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